Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

well im back :3

We have mobile internet that gives you 20-40 mbps usually but it can get up to a maximum of 80 mbps and in the near future it's gonna be around 150.

Well enough, I wish I was doing more with it but I realize now that finding a job is far more important given my situation and even if I did take more classes I would just be *** myself over this semester since I don't have financial aid.

I think I need to go out and meet new people again though, that lonely feeling is returning full blast and I need to calm it down at least a little bit.

I've done missions when I was forced to because I ran out of the side quests lol >.> unfortunately theres not that many main story missions and I panic about finishing too quickly! I try and collect everything (boxes, almanacs, feathers etc) and do all the side missions before finishing the main game.

I'm on like sequence 9 now :/ just got to new york..have an entire new city to obtain everything in. So much glee!

I tell you what area I really really really loved. Its that part in the wilderness that looks all jungley and its the only place in the entire game where you are literally tree running all the time.

took me forever to figure out Convoys, Assassins recruits and crafting..my money making skills suck. One of my convoys is stuck on attack mode..I sent some assassins to save it and they did but it still says its under attack or something..can't fix it T_T and I loaded it with ship masts and bricks :( Also it took me forever to figure out how to send assassins! (that was actually frustrating!)

most of my money now is happening because I'm leveling my assassin's which I didn't even know I could do in this one! (I mean you could in the others, why not this one?)

Also I'm missing like 3 exits in the Boston underground..halp!

I hear ya, dude. There's a chance my best friend is moving to Colorado. And if so, then I'll pretty much only have family out here. That sorta makes this craptastic state even craptastickier. But, I've been kinda wary about meeting new people. The situation I'm in, it'd just be embarrassing having to explain it all over again. But, with my school being set up the way it is right now, unless I want to back out of my professional program, I have very limited hours available, which looks horrible on an application. So, I'm just hoping to wait these last two years (almost 1 1/2) then hit the ground running. But I hear ya, man.

bleh nothing to do :| i'm going to bed. goodnight~

At least you seem to have everything worked out. I suppose I'm sorta lucky I'm in my early stages of college on that one, I'm not stuck but I'm not certain of much either. Best friend moving to Colorado though, that sucks ***. :(

its a good series Kalilla, can find it on Netflix (Season 1 dub only), and on Funimations site (Season 1 sub/dub and Season 2 sub)

Well, you're on your way though, dude. You've got your foot in the door and you know what your goal is. How quickly you approach it is dependent upon your needs, etc. Life comes first. As for my buddy, on the one hand I'm gonna miss having him around. He's a ton of fun to be around. However, he's pursuing something super important in his life, and I'm not going to restrain him from that. He would do the same for me. Besides, I've made it blatantly clear that I'm only going to be in Arizona as long as I absolutely have to, and he's originally from LA and hates AZ as much as I do. So, eventually we knew we would have to part ways. Maybe this is just an expedited version of that.

Super important you say? Then I suppose you're right, cannot drag him down if he has important things to do. Though, I'm sure you guys will continue to talk and eventually hang out again.

I have heard of the boringness of Arizona. >.>; In fact just the other day I finally realized you and my good friend from FFXI live in the same town. XP

just went to pop in the soundtrack that came with my copy of Ragnarok Odyssey and noticed the tone sounded familiar.. seems Kumi Tanioka does all the music for the game :3
<she did alot of music for XI like Awakening, before joining the black mages :x>

Yeah, Phoenix is pretty big. In fact, Laff lives here, too. He's waaaaaaay on the other side of town though. It would take a good half hour to get there. I'm in like the south central side, and he's way out in Mesa. The thing is, if Phoenix wasn't as crappy as it is, I might actually like AZ more. Aside from Phoenix, it's mostly just small towns with really attractive scenery, like Sedona or Jerome. Hell, if I could live in Flagstaff, I'd be happier than I am, here. Phoenix... it's like a big flat dustbowl with hotter-than-satan's-*** heat and city-stuff. I'm sick of the city. I miss living in small towns, y'know? But, yeah... Lol, that is quite the rant about Arizona, isn't it?

*** small towns.

eh i live bout 25mi NW of Tucson mag,

so damn boring out here ~,~

BORED!!!!

Oh holy crap, I didn't know you lived in this state, too. What's 25 miles northwest of Tuscon? Like... desert? I don't remember much about that drive except Tuscon, then Sierra Vista where my ex used to live. I say "used to" because she moved to Missouri or some ***and got married to some guy because he had tri-care or whatever.

Honestly, I used to say the same thing. But I've been living in cities for about 9 years or so now, and... I can't stand it any longer. I don't know, there's something about going for miles without seeing grass or trees that gets me all depressed or whatever.

desert and fields lol

I want a little house somewhere in the woods :<!

Half hour is a long way away? >_> That's how long it takes to get into town here lol

That would be awesome. Log cabin, no electricity. Just me, any lady I might be lucky to be with, plenty of guns and ammo for hunting, a fireplace and two shelves filled with classic literature I haven't read, yet. That would be paradise. Ooh, it would be in the north! That way I can have snow year-round!

bout how long it takes me drac lol

Well, to a guy who recently lost his vehicle, a half hour is more like 2/3 depending on how reliable the bus system is.

We have that in our family but it gets kinda boring after a while :/ Nearest neighbor is like a mile away.

O well then I understand. Our bus/train system is pretty awesome though.

I love living in the city :I though i guess all the people get tiresome, Its part of the city life

I will never change my mind about small towns. I might not mind it if I could live closer to the city and still be in a small town, but *** them. Especially this one, as soon as I leave again, I'm never coming back. I don't care if I have to live in a cardboard box, *** this place, lol. Only two reasons would ever sway my opinion on living in a small town again, I hope one of those reasons just agrees with me on that subject. >.>

Don't think i could go longer than a few weeks without electricity/internet :/ But i do like the idea of living somewhere far out, with a nice little lake maybe
I'm scared of guns tho >.> so none of those for me
And *** snow.

City is meh, small town is ok. A cabin sounds extremely nice but no electricity and no internet? Shoot me now! I don't care how many amazing books I have I needs the internet to get my daily dose of the outside world, even if I hate it a lot of the time. XP

So much this lol

And hot showers D: I'm not 100% sure if i could live without those.. Especially in winter, i'm not made for the cold ><