FFXI LGBT Community, Who Are You?

THe haunted house was SOOOOO much fun. Watching people freak out is so awesome I really can't put it into words. All I know is I want to do this forever lol

le sigh, why are guys so cute? there's this cute baseball player guy i see a lot on campus now. he's all muscular and has a cute face, i just want to cuddle with him while i sleep.

don't think hes gay though, and i'll be leaving this location and moving elsewhere after this year anyway ;_;

i know what you mean, theres this cute biker guy that goes to my school, but i dont think hes interested =/

though one day i was walking to my car and he was walking ahead of me, so i was checking him out, and i go one way and he goes around the long way so that he ends up walking the path perpendicular to mine. he looks over at me and i look away quickly, then he crosses my path (close enough for me to get a whiff of what he was wearing~) and then stops as i walk by and pulls out his phone.. no idea if he was checking me out back though, i didnt glance back until i was across the drive and up the stairs to the parking lot.

This always happens to me, most of the time I just assume they caught me /checking them and so are getting behind so that I cant see them any more... It's safer then hopeing they are /checking me back : (

ay gays.

/wave

omigah I saw Rockstar COFFEEEEEE at Walmart today and nearly died. I had no idea they made coffee energy drinks @_@ I've found my new guilty pleasure...

So zeph is gunna be bouncing off the walls in here today?

Good afternoon
/wave

Nah, just between two paddles.

^ I almost feel bad for having this on my ipod...

i have caramell's album supergott

I went to one last night :D !! And the first thing that happened was this creepy clown guy comes up to us in line, looks at me, and says "Wow you're *** gay." I smiled seductively and was like "yup, you're not really my type though, sorry." He was at a loss for words, dropped out of character and walked away. D: I can now proudly(?) say my sexy (and veeeery chilly) panda costume scared off the zombie clown at the haunted house. XD

The rest of the house was really fun though.^^ I had this girl half my height clamped on to my arm the whole way through and she kept making fun of me for being more scared than she was. XD I went in kinda drunk and sobered up reeeeeaally fast lol

I have so much fun. I leave in 3 hours to go back. Started my makeup at 2, should be down by like 5:30ish. Leaving me just 30 mins. Not too bad :D

I have a strobe light in my "zombie" room. THat's the only thing in it, but I have a control to turn it on and off.

I huddle down in the corner under the light and when they come in I turn the light on and jump up into their faces. THen I turn the strobe on and off while I move around them hissing and growling at them lol.

Strobe lights work really well. :D They make all the still elements of the room look like they're moving, so it's even more surprising when the actor jumps out and actually is moving. :o

I wish I could do this all year round. I really love it.

:s dad disowned me today. kinda sucks, or at least, he wants nothing to do with me until I man up and change my ways. kind of the same thing imo anyway.

He finally faced it?

i dunno. he's know for like half a year. but it seemed pretty clear for our conversation today.

Sorry to hear that ; ; that really sucks...

I'm sorry. :( You've always come across as a pretty strong and independent person in your posts, but it's rough losing a parent out of your life like that. :/

On a related tangent, one thing that's really pissing me off lately is that a lot of people assume that "manliness" and homosexuality are mutually exclusive states of being.

First of all, the definition of the word "manliness" is incredibly subjective - though a majority of people today seem to equate it with some idea of toughness (specifically physical toughness). Gay men are statistically speaking very high above the average physical fitness level and are just as if not more willing than anyone else to endure the pain it takes to reach that level of strength. Let's also not forget the emotional toughness that a lot of us end up having to develop as we deal with problems like the one Hohen is right now.

So even using the pop culture-fed and unfortunately heterocentric definitions of manliness and masculinity, I'd say gay people are pretty freakin tough, man. (Yay pun XD)

part of what my dad said verbatim

"if u need a hug....go find another person that's sensitive to your needs. I'm not that guy. Text me when you realize that."

I guess, since Dads are supposed to be sensitive to their children's needs, he therefore must not be my dad, and I told him so.

him:

"A real dad would have punched u in the mouth years ago"

pisses me off.

Are you still e-dating this crazypants?



Random, but I asked you at one point in-game, and you didn't answer. Just curious.

There are far too many people in the world that will love and accept you just as you are to be worrying about bigots with a list of conditions. Do your best to move on and distance yourself from him, you'll be better for it.

no, i'm not. when did you ask ;o i must have been afk or something.
and I know that i should, but it's hard. it really just messes with you psychologically.

Not that you knew(know) me, but god, if I could have prevented that, I would have. Not a bad person by any means, but his emotional issues will drive you to insanity.

I'm not sure if he ever mentioned it, but he tracked my new in-game name, server, etc, reactivated his account, hopped to Leviathan, and wanted to start anew with me. I tried to be friendly with him for a few days, couldn't take it, and told him to go the *** away. Next day, I see your name is his bazaar surrounded by hearts.. and laughed/died a little.

oh well.

i knew who you were, i just never remember getting a /tell for you

^This, it sucks but nobody needs that in their life let alone from their parent. He may be your father but there is more to family then lines drawn based off who seeded who. Look to your friends and relitives who accept you for who you are, they are your real family.

On a lighter note I nearly killed myself with a rack of bread to day, was epic luls. Also never seen Dodu post in here so welcome/welcome back to the thread :D