Don't make fun of me, please. It really bothers me to be so far from normality.
Honestly, there's no reason to be bothered. The music thing is probably hallucinations, in the absence of stimuli it's common for the brain to make stuff up to fill the void. I often smell things that don't exist. This could be a seizure but I doubt it. Anyway.
The Aura thing is nifty. Like I said my friend had it and he rather enjoys his gift unless it's making him sense horniness. He hated being around me 80% of the time for this reason. :(
I wasn't sure if saying this or not, but since I already told the worst thing about me..
I have this "thing", which kinda relates to synesthesia(or so I've been told), but it's probably just hallucinations.
I hear music, I mean in the silence, I hear it, no one else does. I found out that others don't only recently, it surprised me. Similar to this, I, only sometimes, see colours around people. It happens rarely, but when it does it really helps me understand their mood.
As I said, it's probably just some kind of recurring hallucinations, but they've never hurt me in any way, rather the opposite.
Meh, I wish I was normal.
Sounds, I know someone who hears random message noises all the time. Like phone text, msn message and skype message and it doesn't exist.
I used to hear the bell noise from tells in FFXI alllll the time when I was doing other stuff (like watching a movie while logged in), so I'd tab back and look and of course there's no tell <_< Really annoying.
As far as the music playing in your head, I get that all the time.
I can play entire tracks with no music. I think I just have a great memory for music
and a terrible one for damn near everything else lol.
When I was about nine I woke up to the "Love and Marriage" song from
Married With Children playing in my head... Kids and their imagination, I guess.
To this day that intro weirds me out, for real lmao.
I'm terrified of letting myself become vulnerable with a girl. That's why I can't have a real relationship :/
Stop putting the pussy on a pedestal, embrace the bags of sand!
Jokes aside though, after being with the same girl for roughly five years,
being comfortable in a "real relationship" is hard and I haven't let a girl that close since.
The ability to hear music within ambiance or silence reminds me a lot of this.
If you recall the movie and the conversation thereafter, he states that even though the record was confiscated and likely destroyed, what matters is what you keep with yourself in your head, and frankly that is all you ever need, be it music or otherwise.
It's better off to be yourself then to be something your not it's what identifies you in your own way.
I myself have problems I hate and at times wish I had been different and I know many other people feel the same way. It's best to just focus on your good perks such as knowing the friend's you have, your accomplishments, and things you enjoy that *would not* done if you where different.
Don't make fun of me, please. It really bothers me to be so far from normality.
Just because you see yourself as different from other people doesn't mean you're not normal.
If you're happy with who you are, then nevermind what other people think of you.
Just be yourself, go with the flow and do what you want to do, that's what being normal is.
Normality is not a state, rather a standard. It is a series of parameters which the majority are, hence defining normality. If you want to be "normal", you will never achieve it because normality is devoid of individual personality or will.
Basically, never think that you are not normal. Be aware of societal norms and conform to as many as you can comfortably and without cost to your person (as an extreme example, not killing anyone is a pretty easy one) and then just be your own person to supplement that. People generally won't have any problem with you unless you give them a reason to think that they should (extreme groups aside).
If you're uncomfortable revealing information about yourself yeah you better stop. No one in here has malicious intentions though and moderators would step in if they did.
As for the hearing music and seeing colors, could be a large number of causes. Have you ever asked a professional what they thought about it?
I was under the impression synesthesia is when you, say, associate say a flavor to a color etc. I could be wrong, and too lazy to look it up with godawful net.
On these forums we can only know each other through our posts, so threads like "Have you ever.." the 115 questions, etc, were all made to show in a better way who the persons behind the nicknames really are. It makes the community closer and stronger. So here's a more direct and simple thread: just share something about you that people may not know.
I'm afraid of talking on the phone, or anything similar that involves voice only.
I've been seriously depressed for many years.
I often take things on the kinky side not just cause I'm perverted, but cause it's the easiest way to hide my heart without letting others notice.
