Everyone telling him that he is wasting other people's time need to quit this game. This game is nothing but a waste of time that's wasted enjoyably. Yes, you can work on your gear OP and yes you are sane. Screw the guy that put you down and pay no mind to the mindless peanut gallery on here that need to type away a negative post to justify their existence.
You'll find friends along the way that will help you. Just be open to advice and constructive criticism when it is given. Be well dude and play the the game!