ok for starters I've been reading some posts from some1 that i completely despise and was very annoyed but decided to take the high road and not respond in the typical angry black woman fashion... instead i wanted to start a thread of my own on a completely different subject. (swallowing my complete disgust for this person i will begin)
ok so because of work and other ***i haven't been able to play my beloved FFXI since Dec 30th of last year and now its the 12th and well ok heres what a website describes as the symptoms of crack withdrawal...
Crack withdrawal symptoms include but are not limited to:
agitation
depression
intense craving for the drug
extreme fatigue
anxiety
angry outbursts
lack of motivation
nausea/vomiting
shaking
irritability
muscle pain
disturbed sleep
im feeling all of these btw and yes I'm comparing my not playing to that of a crack withdrawal so... you (the reader) might look at this and think "get a life you *** loser" well i do have a "life" but for the last 5-6 years FFXI has been a very big part of my life so im sure the die-hard player in you can relate to my plight.
the reason for this post is just to vent my frustration and disdain for my situation. and to ask is there anyone out there that has went through a similar withdrawal.. please share <^.^>
P.S. i have recurring nightmares of my taru chasing me with a tattoo of LM17 on his forehead and a very loud Shantoto screaming in a dark background.. does that mean something?